i see myself walking away
i hear myself singing to the metal
i hear the cars fly by when im in the middle of the road
i see the people wearing black at a funeral but no crying
i feel the gravel digging into my feet as i walk closer
i feel the wind hitting the tears on my face while i walk
i hear people arguing about their problems in life
i feel the sorrow as i open the door to the house
i hear crying as i walk into the room upstairs
i open the closet
i cry
i cry some more
i shut the door and say i wish i was their to help
i walk outside blasting metal into my ears until my ears bleed
i feel agony as i walk away from the pain
i taste the salt from my tears running into my mouth
i am at the graveyard
i am sitting next to the grave
i can feel the pain
i cry
i plant black roses
i wait till dusk
i cry
i go home
i sleep
i go back to the grave
i see the roses been burned in a pot
i see ash on the grave
i walk away
........i didnt want this to happen